Making friends

I decided to try out different random topics for my blog post. Juz a random thought that pop out from my mind.

I had a few great sisters from my secondary school, here's just part of it. I can open myself up to them, can tell them how i feel w/o any hesitation.

Now in mi, i had a few close friends as well. But i cant really open myself up. Maybe fear of being judged, left out. I had no idea why im posting this also. Hahaha

Sometimes i wished i can be more fake, i can be pretentious. So i can hide how unhappy i am and fake a smile, so there wouldnt be so many problems between us. Maybe i should learn from you. Truth is things wont last.